- Her Truth -

Greetings . A lot of you had asked me about the tools i use to bake or make Deco-ben . So today I've decided to update my blog and show you guys my collections of Deco-Ben tools . Today I'm not going to go too far , just a sneak peek of what's inside of my tool box . For those who are'nt familiar with Deco-ben , Deco-Ben stands for " Decorative Bento ( Lunch box ) " . It's a kind of Lunch Box which the foods are arranged in decorative manner , some may come with some sort of theme like Hello Kitty , Rilakkuma etcetera. Here's some picture so it's easier for you to understand . Hamutaro bento Ai'nt it irresistibly adorable ? Assorted bentos :) Cute and delicious ? Checked ! Happy little kiddos ? Guranteed ! ( I do not own any of these photos . Credits to those who uploaded these . )  Here are the tools i keep in my tool box :) 1 . Little bags to keep my bento boxes in . Apparently i only have two of them . ( Bo...

WOW . That's the first thing that came up to my mind when i looked at the date . It's already AUGUST for crying out loud . How fast was that ? I could still remember the first day of school . Which , i did'nt really looked forward to . And i was'nt really confident about socializing with my new classmates . This is the first year i got myself into an A class . Yeah i know , i know , it may seem like no big deal to you but it's my first time ..... so just give me the credit for the hard work i'd paid to get the result i wanted in PMR . Though i still dislike the fact that i have to wake up early in the morning just to get myself ready for school . But everything seems to be working just fine . To be honest , I'm pretty relieved . Everything had been going smooth so far that i can't  help myself but to feel grateful . This is the way i want my life to be . PEACEFUL . FREE OF DRAMA . STRESS FREE . I may be that emotional drama queen in ...

I assume that no one else but me will be able to read this post right now . And yeah of course , this blog is more like a diary to me . Well , not exactly a diary . Some sort of space to let me record some tit-bits of my life ? Six months has passed since my break up . Maybe it's not a big deal for anyone else . Including him , i guess . He had long forgotten about us . I can still remember every single thing we did together , and every memories we had . Everything seems so close , so familiar , but no , it's already a past that i no longer can reach . It feels like i had been knocked down from heaven . It feels like i no longer have anything to live up to , for i found every single thing i defined as ' happiness ' in the past no longer exists as soon as he left . For six months , the quote he left me startled with repeats in my mind . ' Short pain is better than a long one . ' Yes , it indeed is . But had he ever realize that the time nee...

I miss him . That's the first thing that comes up to my mind every morning and the last thing that'll be in my mind till i fall asleep every night . May 25th 2012 to February 25th 2013 was the one of those best memories i could have in my life . Of course he was ignorant , lame and all for sometimes . We never really went on any dates . He never pay for any bills . He never remembered anything about our anniversaries . He never gave me any little gifts . But those were'nt the things i wanted . All i wanted from him was his company . To feel his love . To feel that someone actually cares about me . I love his embrace , his kiss and how he smiles . I really loved how he sang when we first called each other . I know i'll never get to hear his singing ever again even if i want to . I do love him . With my whole heart and i wanted to take care of him , love him like how he deserves to be loved . But i guess... i'm just not so forgiving as i though i am...

It's already JUNE. hello, JUNE. byebye, May. I have a lot to say.  Where should i start from.... I dunno. Recently, I feel LONELY again. Friends, yeah sure i have lotsa them. But the truth is , who knows which one of them will be there for you when you get in troubles. I still don't understand what is called TRUE FRIENDSHIP. I almost forgot how loneliness felt , these few months . I was really happy. Even though i did'nt actually get along with the same friends everytime. But things went perfect. I though i could stay like this forever... Until i realise ... Hey. Don't you know that everyone has their own friends and gangs ? Don't you feel ashame ? Your apearance is just going to annoye them. You're always gonna be the one who gets left behind. Don't you see that everyone  is happy being at the place where they belong ? You're always the unnecessary one who is always not being welcome. Why can't  you face the reality ? No one wants you here. No wa...

Yesterday was teachers' day :) Yepeeeeeee  ♥ Had tons of fun , decorating class *Yayy I'm the leader :) Group members ,thanks for your cooperations. Without you guys , i really can't make it. Thanks guys !* preparing foods *which it looked less but there were actually lots of leftovers *, and stacking drinks * With Lee Shieh Shen . Both of us hide all the ice lemon tea so we could have it to ourselves #EvilGrin* FRESH FRUIT TEA. i think i won't wanna see or drink this for a couple of weeks -.- I almost drank all of the flavours when wondering around the entire school block with Nicole :3 Both of us were cheeky enough to get those tea from others.  Even Form 1 strangers ! *We just took a sip of the Tea and ran off*  And there were some fun entertainment shows in our class :3 I guess it was a big success. The teachers loved it. @MayWei @ChuenHui @PeiChing @KarMin you guys did totally well ! Heard my freakish screech ? Yeah that's my voice ! I was supporting y...

I cant breathe. I cant breathe. Went to the Doc today and got a very strange result. Nothing's wrong with me. The doc said I'm just over stress . WTF. OVERSTRESS are you fuckin sure ? Well if you say I'm overstress last year I might not be so shock but... I'm doing fine now. They asked me : " Having stress with your studies *kinda.But i lied.i said no,honestly i'll be dead if i said yes.*?" " Having problem with friends *well hell yea but not as much as i did last year.I'm used to it now.*" " Anything you feel sad about lately?*NO.*" I just cant breathe. Would'nt they be checking my lungs....or heart or something. How is this even related to stress anyway ? Hmm....i don't know. And they gave me sleeping pills for one week. Okay now i have to drink more useless pills. I can sleep fine without pills. Drinking pills makes me feel awful. And the price was really expensive, day light robbery . Just 6 pills and t...