March 2013

I miss him .
That's the first thing that comes up to my mind every morning and the last thing that'll be in my mind till i fall asleep every night .
May 25th 2012 to February 25th 2013
was the one of those best memories i could have in my life .
Of course he was ignorant , lame and all for sometimes .
We never really went on any dates .
He never pay for any bills .
He never remembered anything about our anniversaries .
He never gave me any little gifts .
But those were'nt the things i wanted .
All i wanted from him was his company .
To feel his love .
To feel that someone actually cares about me .
I love his embrace , his kiss and how he smiles .
I really loved how he sang when we first called each other .
I know i'll never get to hear his singing ever again even if i want to .
I do love him .
With my whole heart and i wanted to take care of him , love him like how he deserves to be loved .
But i guess... i'm just not so forgiving as i though i am .
I should have gave you hugs when you needed one .
I should have been there for you when you needed me .
I should have been more forgiving instead of getting angry over every single little thing .
But it's all over now .
6 more days to saying good bye ...
I hope for these last few days ,
we can still be friends ..