I'm Overstress ? 0.o

I cant breathe.
I cant breathe.
Went to the Doc today and got a very strange result.
Nothing's wrong with me.
The doc said I'm just over stress .
WTF. OVERSTRESS are you fuckin sure ?
Well if you say I'm overstress last year I might not be so shock but...
I'm doing fine now.
They asked me :
" Having stress with your studies *kinda.But i lied.i said no,honestly i'll be dead if i said yes.*?"
" Having problem with friends *well hell yea but not as much as i did last year.I'm used to it now.*"
" Anything you feel sad about lately?*NO.*"
I just cant breathe. Would'nt they be checking my lungs....or heart or something.
How is this even related to stress anyway ?
Hmm....i don't know. And they gave me sleeping pills for one week.
Okay now i have to drink more useless pills.
I can sleep fine without pills. Drinking pills makes me feel awful.
And the price was really expensive, day light robbery .
Just 6 pills and they took away about RM107,REALLY.WTF ?!
I could rather use a plastic bag if i knew the price.
Hope mom wont tell dad about it.Dad will go crazy about it.
Like " Huh ? Stress? What happened? Tell me about it."
and he wont stop asking until he makes me cry and answer him.
AWKWARD !
Got my diary back :) pheww.....i swear i'll never forget my diary ever again.

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