- Perseverance - 29th August 2019 -

Hello lovelies, 

I've came back again after my month long semester break. 

Year 2 is due to start in another week and I'm really nervous. 

Will I be able to handle Year 2 ? 

I always think of myself as a foolish and ignorant girl. 

I guess I would have to change it by learning and reading more. 

I'm born a nobody, 

but I don't want to be nobody forever.

I want to create my own legacy, 

grow and be something.
I guess fear and nervousness wouldn't do me any good.
I would have to fight and work harder for year 2 to get myself a good scholarship for university.
Year 2 here I come !

For this entry I have two songs that I really love these 2 months, 

one's by Greyson and another by Grace. 

Hope you enjoy them too ! 

Low - Greyson Chance 

Waste My Time - Grace VanderWaal

My semester break was relaxing.

Staying back in my hometown and going around meeting old friends was therapeutic indeed. 

It was like a motivation boost, 

a recharge of positive energy from those who genuinely cared for me and loves me.

And I've even made new friends ( which was exciting ) ! 

It was so comforting to see familiar faces after such a long time.

 I was so happy to learn that those who I love dearly are growing stronger and better each year.

Each of them have flourished into a young adult, 

slowly understanding but still trying to manoeuver through the way of the world. 

I had reconciled with one of my friend, 

we had a little quarrel back then. 

But now we're fine. 

One of my friend had graduated and came back from overseas, 

I was so exultant by the fact that she could come to see me any time before she gets a job. 

I missed her so much. 

Another one of my friend will be flying off next year. 

To him I wish for the best as he is such a kind and gentle soul. 

Not to mention, 

strong too. 

I'm as proud as a peacock today when I've learned the news that my friend, 

my dearest friend, 

is the top achiever in our batch. 

I'm so proud of her and her achievements !

Hurrah !

I witnessed her hard work and her struggles . 

For her hard labour to return in such a glorious manner,

I couldn't be more proud. 

Some of my friends will be flying off this September, 

it saddens me immensely that we need to bid each other good bye. 

How silly fate is ?

To bring people together only to tear them apart. 

But I would try to see this as a part of life.

Maybe, 

just maybe, 

life is just a circle of unending hellos and good-byes. 

I'll just have to get used to it.

I pray that they'll be safe and happy wherever they go.

Oh how everyone have grown.    

Oh how it makes me shiver with joy with the fact all of those whom I love are doing well and growing into a better person. 

May we meet again in the near future my fellow friends, 

I love each and every one of you.

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Each good bye might be a pathway to a better hello in the future.

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