- Solitaire - 1st December 2018 -

Let's do a little throwback of my favourite,
 shall we ?
This is
Come thou fount of every blessing// If You Could Hie to Kolob
by ElenyiMusic .I was really fond of this song during May and June ,
when I was facing immense stress from various different incidents in life .
This song had touched and comforted me from the bottom of my heart .
Such songs are undoubtedly a blessing .
A gorgeous blessing in a form of angelic voices .
Listening to it now ,
it still brings me back to those times where I was hopeless and vulnerable .
Oh how this song had gave me strength and hope to move forward in tough times ,
when I couldn't even bring myself to be strong .
To reminisce 2018 ,
oh how far I've came .
How much I've grown in a mere span of a year .
I do wish I could write a reflective blog about 2018 in general around the end of December ,
fingers cross that I'll be mentally stable enough and there's sufficient time for me to write one .

I guess November just slipped by without me writing a single entry .
But it's okay .
To be completely honest ,
I wasn't particularly busy .
I was just living my life in a rather slow pace .
Counting days ,
living each day as I please .
To be specific ,
in tranquility and solitude ( not completely , but for most part , yes . ) .
I'm not a loner ,
but being alone keeps my mind at ease .
And this time I'm determined to at least nurse my own mental health back to a rather socially acceptable state before actually stepping my foot inside a campus .
Besides ,
I always like to say ,
" Being alone is not equivalent to being lonely . "
Some of us appreciates serenity and solitude more than others .
It's my way of keeping peace with myself and my own mind .

I've been staying at home a lot lately ,
spending my own time knitting , writing , drawing and also reading .
And how could I forget to mention ,
of course ,
doing all of above while listening to music .
All kinds of music .
I've kept social interactions to a minimum as I wanted this month to be a month where I could rest my mind and soul before my new semester starts next year .
As for University ,
I wouldn't disclose much information about it here except for the fact that I'll be starting my new semester next year .
If you're an avid reader of my blog ( which I assume none will be , as it consists most of my nonsensical prattles which might bore anyone to the brim of death ) ,
you might be greatly aware and well acquainted with my discreet and personal character .
I would really be pleased to stay out of the lime light ,
and so far I'm doing a rather great job in hiding my personal informations and my private life .
Lately ,
I've been thinking of staying away from social media for a while as I don't feel particularly comfortable being on it for now .
There's nothing wrong in choosing to be seclusive ,
ain't I right ?
I sure hope I am .

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Come ,
 thou fount of every blessing ,
tune my heart to sing thy grace .
Streams of mercy ,
never ceasing ,
calls for song of loudest praise . 

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