- Hanging - 27th October 2018 -

Here's a song by Dua Lipa that I adore this week .
' Homesick ' ::

Greetings .
I do realize that I have been writing significantly less about my life recently compared to previous months .
Well to tell the truth ,
I have not much story of that significant to tell and for emotion wise ,
not much to update on .
Everything has not been smooth sailing ,
of course .
It's real life we're talking about . 

But there's not much of a sweep of wind in my life right now ,
plain but steady ,
which I'm terribly grateful .

I went to Japan and Taiwan a month back . 
It was ....... an experience of a kind .
This trip was a lot different than the previous ones as I was mostly left alone by my parents ( left astray I would say ) as they believe that I'm old enough to go about places and entertain myself . ( which I had tremendous fun in doing so ) .
It's a rather plain trip in Japan ,
I stayed at my grandparent's place and my parents stayed at a hotel so that leaves me with a whole lot of freedom to loom around town .
I found joy walking with my earphones on ,
enjoying the crisp Autumn air while walking nearby the station .
Oh Autumn ,
such a wonderful season .
The colours of Autumn dyed the trees in shades of amber , copper , rust and gold . ( at least from some trees I saw that was planted in the houses of people there , but still , breath taking )
I  vividly remember walking along the river ,
the chilly air lingered but did not sting ,
just the right type of weather that I fancy .
I was astonished to find Koi fishes in the river !
And of course being the silly girl ( woman ) I am ,
I ran here and there to catch a glimpse of fishes in the water .

A little update on my mental state .
I think I should really get myself to see a psychiatrist because apparently I've been hearing things a bit too often .
Things no one but myself could hear .
Sometimes mumbles and muffled voices and sometimes someone whispering my name .
They call this auditory hallucination .
But I doubt that what I'm experiencing is anything serious ( Yes , I'm trying to convince myself ) ,
just maybe I'm tired .
But anyway ,
I'll try to make an appointment with the psychiatrist some time soon .

Toodly-doo .
Till next time .

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' It would be ridiculous to say ,
that my inspiration and motivation for writing comes from tragedy itself . '
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