16th December 2014

As you can see ,
I've left my blog empty for months .
I really don't have much going in life to write anything recently,
seriously .
I just feel it's the same thing repeating every year ,
not that it's bad though .
First New year comes and school starts ,
while i get into class where I'm pretty much nervous but then as time passes I'll eventually get used to everything .
And then ,
a bunch of incidences just hits right onto my face .
Well ,
Not every single one of them are bad .
To be honest ,
non of them are as bad as it seems .
Maybe I'm just too pessimistic and emotional .
I tend to exaggerate things a bit too much .
Not that I could help myself from my own fussy old imaginations .
After school term ends ,
holiday comes .
And I get really excited about Christmas like I am right now .
I am just how I was last year .
A bit anxious , nervous , scared etcetera .
Hope I can get used to my new class and classmates , pronto .
People are not as bad as they look .
As so I tell myself .
For all they commit they are still good at heart ,
and I still believe what little piece of kindness lying within their heart can be found with every little thing they do .
They are nice people .
It's just life doing it's trick .
Molding and folding people into what they do .
I really do hope next year ,
will be a year where i can live my remaining high school life till it's fullest .

A little inspirational quote from Anne Frank that I really like :::


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This year , I realized .
At the end ,
You have no choice but to become the you once so despised .
Sometimes ,
life leaves you hanging .
The only choice given to you is to choose the path you're so reluctant to even step on .
But are you in the place of being fastidious ?
The answer would be a simple ,
No .
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