- Head Start - 4th September 2018 -

" I've been walking through a world gone blind ,
can't stop thinking of your diamond mind .
Careful creatures made friends with time .
He left her lonely with a diamond mind ,
and those ocean eyes . "
- Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish 

How would you interpret these lyrics ?
I'm fascinated as to what lyrics mean to each individual .
Regardless of the actual meanings and stories set by the composers and singers themselves .
I guess each and every one of us tend to whip up our own batch of stories that goes along with songs we listen to throughout our life time .
These stories may be of memories , mixture of delicate personal emotions or even invaluable life lessons and ecetera .
All of these intertwined ,
opens up a path of untold stories and indecipherable meanings behind each songs ,
depending on each individual .
Ain't it unique and somewhat .....
 ludicrous ?
To think of it like this ?
The song that we listen to now ,
how we comprehend it ,
may not be it for someone sitting right next to you .
Maybe we're all composers in our own rights ,
composing our own stories .
Stories of emotions , feelings and life that are dear to our hearts .


2nd September 2018
Ah finally .
A fresh new start .
Without vengeance ,
nothing near any of those ,
I was afraid ,
afraid to fall again ,
to my knees ,
to my own weakness .
But this time it's different ,
as so I told myself .
 The kindness and tenderness as of a loving brother ,
showering me with care and love ,
nurturing me back to the happiness that I've once lost .
The maturity and sense of practicality in every situations ,
guiding me with reassurance and patience though stern at times .
My reassurance ,
my shield ,
my guidance ,
my everything .
Though as hard as it may be ,
as difficult as our future will be ,
come what may ,
I'll try .
I'll stay .
Never have I felt so contented and safe .
I'm grateful .
I'm happy . 
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Like a little peony on Spring time ,
we'll flourish and grow .
Throughout the harsh snow we'll overcome ,
hoping for happiness to flow .

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