# Too far AGAIN

Gone too far again this time#

I should'nt had told anyone my secrets.
And now i got a bad feeling that im gonna be betrayed AGAIN.

Oh well,
the same thing goes all over again.
Have to get used to this situation -,-
and if there's next time,
I'll get my mouth taped with duct tape.
DUCT TAPE is not enough,
I'm gonna use stapler !
That should make me STFU.
I found out that i believe everyone too easily.
Until I realise this,
maybe it's too late.
No one is worth to believe.
I keep reminding myself since last year,
keep my problems to myself,
no one cares about how your life is,
no matter how suck your life is now.
No one will even try to understand your emotions,
everyone is busy with their own life.
So why go and disturb them?
But it's hard.
I keep falling to those who looks kind,
but i don't know them at all.
I don't know who the person is or how is that person.
They look kind and friendly,
but i fear that they'll do the same thing once I believe them.
So I decide to stay away from everyone.
I wont get too near to anyone,
just keep a distance will be better.
But I know i will have no true friend,
this is the price i would have to pay for not getting hurt.
I would pay for it,
as long as i'm safe from harm.
To stay in peace and live quitely,
I never want to be notice by many,
just by those who are important to me.
That's enough for me.
I'm happy with that.
Yes,
I will be happy with quite life.
Thanks GOD.
For all the things YOU gave to me.
For all the things i have now.
For the challenges that made me stronger.
For the misterious future that is waiting for me.
For my life.
And forgive what i had done wrong.

LONELY,
yea,
sometime this kinda thoughs make me feel kinda lonely,
but hey,
at least i can live a peaceful life without any arguments,right?
I long for a life,
where there's no war,
just peace,
everyone's friendly,
everyones's safe,
no worries,
no fear.
But this life don't exist,
everyone will just tell me
STOP LIVING IN FAIRYTALES.
THEY'RE NOT GOING TO COME TRUE.
PLEASE FACE THE REALITY.
STRANGE IMAGINATION YOU HAVE THERE GIRL.

Imagination is what I need to go through harsh times.
Hope is what I cant live without in this world.
But why?
Why are you guys stopping me from having them?
You guys are giving me the creeps,fear.
I know,
i cant live in the fairy tale forever,
i must face the reality.
Let's see how far can you go without HOPE AND IMAGINATIONS.
Mr & Mrs MATURE.
You won't understand.
How I struggle to get through everyday.
How I shed tears because I'm sad.
You look happy to see my failure,
and how i suffer from sadness,
but you wait and see,
I wont be forever weak.
Just you wait and see.
I'll go through anything to get to my goal.

If you think i'm childish,
please go on.
I'll move forward to the future MY WAY,
PLEASE,
don't try to change me.
PLEASE,
don't try to stop me.
This is my life,
that's my way to survive through cruel reality,
I'll try not to cry,
not to rely,
and ...
BE STRONGE.