Can you leave ?

If i could choose the way of my future,
I would like my life without you.
You did nothing wrong,
it's just me .
You are a good friend,
i trust you more than I trust anybody else,
I share all my secrets with you.
I seek for your avice when I'm in trouble.
You made me smile when I’m sad.
You made me cool down whenever I'm mad.
But I think I should stop being too close to you (you appear everywhere i go -,- it's not all my fault!)
I tried to avoid you but it's no use.
Okay, now you're thinking I'm a crazy stalker . whatever.
Maybe not,you're too kind to think that way.
I need to pull myself away fom you.
I'm serious.
I dont wanna rely on anyone,anymore.
I dont wanna be the burden of yours.
Remember.I do care for you.I really do.
You're the most caring best friend I ever had in my entire life.
Maybe you dont think the same way as i do,but still.....
Thank you.For always being there for me.
And good-bye.Everything will change.Nothing will be the same ever again.

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