SCHOOL starts !! oh NOOO !!

Hello school x(
You steal away my holiday happy mood,,
now i'm 48 saddd -,-
一年老实说很快一下的咯，
2011就这样完了吖，
其实我还带着2011 年的心情和态度面对新的一年，
再老实说，
我对2012年没抱什么大希望，
就是快点过完它，
快点长大，
快点上大学，
快点上社会 -,-
okay,我知道我想到太远了，
不过有时候我很不喜欢校园生活，
不过有时候还好，还蛮喜欢的，
生活就是这样啦，
其实就是什么都没有，
从复的每一天，
总要面对很不情愿的事情，

不情愿还是一样要过下去……
我不知道明天会发生什么事情，
不过，
以平常心面对吧，
又不是没经历过 ...
女孩，加油，
FORM 2生活开始咯！

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