- Her Truth -

Yesterday was teachers' day :) Yepeeeeeee  ♥ Had tons of fun , decorating class *Yayy I'm the leader :) Group members ,thanks for your cooperations. Without you guys , i really can't make it. Thanks guys !* preparing foods *which it looked less but there were actually lots of leftovers *, and stacking drinks * With Lee Shieh Shen . Both of us hide all the ice lemon tea so we could have it to ourselves #EvilGrin* FRESH FRUIT TEA. i think i won't wanna see or drink this for a couple of weeks -.- I almost drank all of the flavours when wondering around the entire school block with Nicole :3 Both of us were cheeky enough to get those tea from others.  Even Form 1 strangers ! *We just took a sip of the Tea and ran off*  And there were some fun entertainment shows in our class :3 I guess it was a big success. The teachers loved it. @MayWei @ChuenHui @PeiChing @KarMin you guys did totally well ! Heard my freakish screech ? Yeah that's my voice ! I was supporting y...

I cant breathe. I cant breathe. Went to the Doc today and got a very strange result. Nothing's wrong with me. The doc said I'm just over stress . WTF. OVERSTRESS are you fuckin sure ? Well if you say I'm overstress last year I might not be so shock but... I'm doing fine now. They asked me : " Having stress with your studies *kinda.But i lied.i said no,honestly i'll be dead if i said yes.*?" " Having problem with friends *well hell yea but not as much as i did last year.I'm used to it now.*" " Anything you feel sad about lately?*NO.*" I just cant breathe. Would'nt they be checking my lungs....or heart or something. How is this even related to stress anyway ? Hmm....i don't know. And they gave me sleeping pills for one week. Okay now i have to drink more useless pills. I can sleep fine without pills. Drinking pills makes me feel awful. And the price was really expensive, day light robbery . Just 6 pills and t...

If i could choose the way of my future, I would like my life without you. You did nothing wrong, it's just me . You are a good friend, i trust you more than I trust anybody else, I share all my secrets with you. I seek for your avice when I'm in trouble. You made me smile when I’m sad. You made me cool down whenever I'm mad. But I think I should stop being too close to you (you appear everywhere i go -,- it's not all my fault!) I tried to avoid you but it's no use. Okay, now you're thinking I'm a crazy stalker . whatever. Maybe not,you're too kind to think that way. I need to pull myself away fom you. I'm serious. I dont wanna rely on anyone,anymore. I dont wanna be the burden of yours. Remember.I do care for you.I really do. You're the most caring best friend I ever had in my entire life. Maybe you dont think the same way as i do,but still..... Thank you.For always being there for me. And good-bye.Everything will change.Not...

Gone too far again this time# I should'nt had told anyone my secrets. And now i got a bad feeling that im gonna be betrayed AGAIN. Oh well, the same thing goes all over again. Have to get used to this situation -,- and if there's next time, I'll get my mouth taped with duct tape. DUCT TAPE is not enough, I'm gonna use stapler ! That should make me STFU. I found out that i believe everyone too easily. Until I realise this, maybe it's too late. No one is worth to believe. I keep reminding myself since last year, keep my problems to myself, no one cares about how your life is, no matter how suck your life is now. No one will even try to understand your emotions, everyone is busy with their own life. So why go and disturb them? But it's hard. I keep falling to those who looks kind, but i don't know them at all. I don't know who the person is or how is that person. They look kind and friendly, but i fear that they'll do the sa...

2012's 1st Saturday :) And as U see, My FORM 2 LIFE had just begun two or three days ago c: Glad i met new friends, May Wei,(met you in krs but we sit together in class !! :D ) Tian Jun ( is this how you spell your name ? haha,sorry ..) Chii Ming,( Mr higher grade than Gorilla !!) and the two behind me ( haha -,- not really,they're terrible two as i think they are ) WeLL,the 1st week was good :) the back part of the class where all of us sit , and in the whole class, i think we laughed the most, we always did, we laughed for silly things, sometimes for even no reason !! FUN !! I'm starting to get used to this class but i dun really know the rest of the other people in class x_x Nothing is gonna change unless i take the 1st move, i keep reminding my self but i totally dont have the guts to do so :( but i know someday i would take my chance, just U, wait for me :D

Hello school x( You steal away my holiday happy mood,, now i'm 48 saddd -,- 一年老实说很快一下的咯， 2011就这样完了吖， 其实我还带着2011 年的心情和态度面对新的一年， 再老实说， 我对2012年没抱什么大希望， 就是快点过完它， 快点长大， 快点上大学， 快点上社会 -,- okay,我知道我想到太远了， 不过有时候我很不喜欢校园生活， 不过有时候还好，还蛮喜欢的， 生活就是这样啦， 其实就是什么都没有， 从复的每一天， 总要面对很不情愿的事情， 不情愿还是一样要过下去…… 我不知道明天会发生什么事情， 不过， 以平常心面对吧， 又不是没经历过 ... 女孩，加油， FORM 2生活开始咯！

如果我做的事， 是过分的， 那，你呢？ 如果尝试解救朋友是错的， 友谊是什么? 如果那些我相信是误会， 那些作为我证据的信息是什么？ 我不明白， I just really cant understand, sometimes, it's hard to make people understand wat are you doing,loll it may seems like you're hurting others but you're juz self protecting, normal, just like any human will, is tat wrong ? =] i juz cant understand ^^ 难道我做的选择是错的么？ 如果多年友谊是不会永固， 不能信任的， 那友谊的价值何在？ 如果背叛是正常的事情， 信任就不会存在了…… 我不觉得这是结束， 如果你觉得我是干扰你们幸福的绊脚石， go aheah ^^ 我无权干扰你和她=) 如果你觉得我是在嫉妒你和他， 你请吧=] 我早已告诉过你， 我早有心仪的对象， 不需要嫉妒你， 我，很幸福了 =D 但是， 还是谢谢你的关心^^ 但…… 我无须要你的关心哦 -,- 至于我信任多年的你， 你真的好口爱 xD 哦？ 我只是叫你小心而已， 你需要这么提高警惕么？ 嘛~ 是人就会这样的吧？ 谢谢你哦， 这次你的表现让我真的看穿了你是怎么样的人 =) 开心了吗？ 看着人家受苦好像对你来说很开心那样 ^^ 可惜， 我， 现在还很幸福， 很快乐， 你让我看穿了一切， 你让我看穿了“人”的本能 =D “为了自己的存活，不惜牺牲掉自己的伙伴” 这就是人啊…… 世界上最卑贱的生物， 世界上最恨毒最无知的动物，  世界上最冷血的野兽…… 人 我不怪你， 我们…… 都是卑贱的， 大家同样都是卑贱的， 谁叫我们都是， 人