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- Awakening - 23rd August 2018 -

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It's such a difficult decision for me to pick out a song that I really love for this entry as I'm really into a couple of songs these few weeks . This week I'm immensely touched by You Are The Reason by Calum Scott   . I first heard this song on the radio while I was driving , it sent chills down my spine . I couldn't really pin point how I felt back then , a confusing rush of nostalgia , hurt but ironically , a hint of comfort . So here it is : - Awakening of Senses  I could feel again . Feel again . Such a huge step in such a short amount of time . It might sound bizarre to any sane being that I'm applauding myself for the simple mechanism that should be equipped within a human being . But as I've mentioned in earlier entries , specifically , Emotional Numbness from 13th July 2018   . I've gone through a phase where I could nearly feel nothing . I guess I was so wounded up in my own hurt feelings that I was entirely numb wh...

- Dual Finale - 10th to 12th August -

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" You're a world away , somewhere in the crowd ,  in a foreign place ,  are you happy now ? "  - Happy Now by Zedd , Elley Duhe  This part of the whole song hits me the most . Right in the heart . Why is it so ? You're so far away from me , not only in the form of physical distance , but the distance of our hearts . " You were . "  Yes , were .  I guess I'm pretty much the type of person who would replay a song so much that it annoys the hell out of others . To be specific , I've been hooked on to this song for quite a while now . It's like a daily routine to listen to this song while I'm on my way to work . 10th August 2018 ( Friday )  After a couple of months of you repetitively asking me if I was free , that you wanted to see me , and me continuously refusing to see you . I finally felt maybe it was best for us to just sort things out once and for all . It's been half a year since our separation and I had pretty ...

- Familiarity & Clarity - 4th August 2018 -

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 There are so many songs that I've been listening to on repeat lately and I don't really know which one I would post on my blog today . I guess Birdy's Skinny Love might be the one for this blog . I unexpectedly stumbled upon Birdy's songs on the end of June this year and I instantly got hooked onto her enchanting voice . A song that tells my tale , a short episode , a story of June . End of June to early July . A period of time I do not want to remember . I made my last attempt on spilling the beans this week , in hopes that you would at least recognize what you had done me wrong . In all honesty , I do not know what good will it bring me even if you admit what had gone wrong between us . But I guess I just wanted an answer of some sort , at least a reason to fully accept and move on with my life . Even with this simple request , my last request that I ask of you . Even with my subtle accusations , with no malicious attentions whatsoever , you chose to dodge and hi...