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 Greetings and salutations.  Let's get started with the usual, shall we?  This song is one of my favourites lately. This particular part of the lyrics had goosebumps plastered all over my body when I first listened to it.  【谁让，时间是让人猝不及防的东西。 晴时有风，阴时有雨。 争不过朝夕，又念着往昔，偷走了青丝却留住一个你。 岁月是一场有去无回的旅行， 好的坏的都是风景。】 And as per usual, this is my best attempt with the translation of the part of the lyric I love so much (I apologize in advance if I have butchered any part of this beautiful song) : [We're always caught up in the endless flow of time.  In the midst of the journey of life, there will inevitably be times of stormy weather. We will never be able to defy the racing of time, yet we tend to mourn and cling to the past that is long gone.  Our youth will only pass us by and what will be left is the present. We hold a one-way ticket in life and there shall be no return. Every moment, despite good or bad, shall all be fond memories as time washes over us.] How beautiful....

 Hello again, my dearest readers.  There are so many songs that are constantly on repeat in my playlist and I really can't decide which one is the one I love best at this moment.  I've decided I would want to put down this song here, called <好想爱这个世界啊> by Hua Chen Yu.  My friend introduced this song to me and told me this song was written by the singer when he was contemplating death during the darkest times of his life. And God, when I listened to the lyrics it really does hit me right in the heart.  In December last year, everything came crumbling down in an instant and I realised that I couldn't do this alone anymore.  I found myself in a very dark place in my life where all I could ever think of was to end my own life with my own hands. This scary thought and this voice within me would torment me again and again until I fear that I myself, would give in.  I finally picked myself up from the mess I'd held within all these years and went to the ...