- Her Truth -

If i could choose the way of my future, I would like my life without you. You did nothing wrong, it's just me . You are a good friend, i trust you more than I trust anybody else, I share all my secrets with you. I seek for your avice when I'm in trouble. You made me smile when I’m sad. You made me cool down whenever I'm mad. But I think I should stop being too close to you (you appear everywhere i go -,- it's not all my fault!) I tried to avoid you but it's no use. Okay, now you're thinking I'm a crazy stalker . whatever. Maybe not,you're too kind to think that way. I need to pull myself away fom you. I'm serious. I dont wanna rely on anyone,anymore. I dont wanna be the burden of yours. Remember.I do care for you.I really do. You're the most caring best friend I ever had in my entire life. Maybe you dont think the same way as i do,but still..... Thank you.For always being there for me. And good-bye.Everything will change.Not...

Gone too far again this time# I should'nt had told anyone my secrets. And now i got a bad feeling that im gonna be betrayed AGAIN. Oh well, the same thing goes all over again. Have to get used to this situation -,- and if there's next time, I'll get my mouth taped with duct tape. DUCT TAPE is not enough, I'm gonna use stapler ! That should make me STFU. I found out that i believe everyone too easily. Until I realise this, maybe it's too late. No one is worth to believe. I keep reminding myself since last year, keep my problems to myself, no one cares about how your life is, no matter how suck your life is now. No one will even try to understand your emotions, everyone is busy with their own life. So why go and disturb them? But it's hard. I keep falling to those who looks kind, but i don't know them at all. I don't know who the person is or how is that person. They look kind and friendly, but i fear that they'll do the sa...