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The 2nd month of 2016 is about to end . Aye , time flies by too fast . I just feel like i have'nt got anything done , but what do I really want to do ? Everyday just passes by without me really doing anything . Mum told me maybe I just need some mental resting after holding in a lot these passed few years . Maybe yes , maybe i do need some rest before my bustling college life starts . I've got a rented room near my college where i live with some people i don't know . Hopefully i'll get along well with them . Need to find time to clean that room and go shop for my daily necessities so I can be all set for college life and living on my own . After failing my car theory test with the accusation of me being color blinded , in which I'm absolutely  NOT ! ( I'm sorry to say but the computer is lame as F . As I clicked the mouse once it does'nt work , the second time I clicked the mouse it jumped a few questions . And I FAILED .... SERIOUSLY THO ? )  ...

I've never really gave thought about how fast time flies . And here I announce that I have officially completed High School and it sort of felt like the big test swiftly passed as if nothing happened . * THROWS CONFETTI *  Surprised by how fast my high school years went pass ,  I'm kind of drowning with endless waves of mix emotions . I'm not really sure if i should name the feelings i have now as ' happy ' or ' sad ' ? I guess it can be said as both , as one . I'm not really the kind that goes all touchy feely on stuffs , I'm more than happy to leave this school that had brought me nightmares that haunts me now and then.  Don't get me wrong ,  of course I'm grateful for what i had . Sure enough by entering this school , it seems that my fate was weaved into some intricate web of disasters , but all those put aside . I say it was surely a journey i would never want to change .  This school I left month ago , had b...

" I now announce , Courdillia Edmonton and Ruth Clive as the official survivor of The Carrera ! " Look at her . Just look at how filthy her face looks . I gripped my hands hard , feeling the my nails sinking into the palm of my own hands . Guilt was what built up in me . Ruth pushed me forward to the platform facing the public as he too , stepped up beside me . I can feel it , this stranger beside me , a 6ft tall and muscular man , was also feeling what i felt . Everything seemed to be tensed up . Killer . Killer . Killer . Killer . Mumbles came from the crowd , and gazes of malevolence fell upon me and Ruth . I looked down to the crowds as that abominable woman , Lady Abella put on a blue crystal pendant on me . Among the crowds , I saw the familiar blue eyes . Clearer than any blue sky has ever been , enchanting , as the blue pendant that was hanging between both of my collar bones . I froze , Luke . " The symbol of survival . The testimony of being the one who...

Hello there . Here I am again , dropping by now and then . Realized that I've got the music bar up again ? Took some time of fixing that thing . Kind of nerve wracking . Well , kinda . And here they are , with most of the music I love . Music is just sensational , touching etcetera . I don't really know how to describe them , but there's just something really magical lingering here and there when you listen to them . Well of course not all of them . It's personal , more to one's liking . A few months ago, I've put up a mix of Kenny Guille , Kobayashi Kaori , Olivia Ong , Corrine May and so on . I just like how they play around with music and make wonderful ...... wonderful melody . I was pretty much happy with the mix , well at least until the list started going out of control . Once , someone asked me : " Why does all of the music you fancy either sad , blue or weirdly meaningful and hard to interpret ? Can you even enjoy music with all those emotional ...

As you can see , I've left my blog empty for months . I really don't have much going in life to write anything recently, seriously . I just feel it's the same thing repeating every year , not that it's bad though . First New year comes and school starts , while i get into class where I'm pretty much nervous but then as time passes I'll eventually get used to everything . And then , a bunch of incidences just hits right onto my face . Well , Not every single one of them are bad . To be honest , non of them are as bad as it seems . Maybe I'm just too pessimistic and emotional . I tend to exaggerate things a bit too much . Not that I could help myself from my own fussy old imaginations . After school term ends , holiday comes . And I get really excited about Christmas like I am right now . I am just how I was last year . A bit anxious , nervous , scared etcetera . Hope I can get used to my new class and classmates , pronto . People are n...

Evening , fellow readers. ----------------------------------------------------------------- Fear not her whines and sobs but her silence and nonchalance . ------------------------------------------------------------------ This is what I'd came up with during the middle of our fight . Ludicrous , ain't it ? I've been reading a lot lately , especially historical fictions . Took interests in them with all their fancy words and how beautiful they've been written . I guess reading really does wonders . Influential indeed. My recent twitter post : ------------------------------------------------------------------- The worst case is not when i scream at you. It's when i throw sarcasms at you by talking like a character from a ridiculous Victorian novel. * Follow me on twitter for more updates : https://twitter.com/FeonLeeYuli -------------------------------------------------------------------- No seriously , I do . Well not actually TALK , but as in chat . I'm l...

Greetings . A lot of you had asked me about the tools i use to bake or make Deco-ben . So today I've decided to update my blog and show you guys my collections of Deco-Ben tools . Today I'm not going to go too far , just a sneak peek of what's inside of my tool box . For those who are'nt familiar with Deco-ben , Deco-Ben stands for " Decorative Bento ( Lunch box ) " . It's a kind of Lunch Box which the foods are arranged in decorative manner , some may come with some sort of theme like Hello Kitty , Rilakkuma etcetera. Here's some picture so it's easier for you to understand . Hamutaro bento Ai'nt it irresistibly adorable ? Assorted bentos :) Cute and delicious ? Checked ! Happy little kiddos ? Guranteed ! ( I do not own any of these photos . Credits to those who uploaded these . )  Here are the tools i keep in my tool box :) 1 . Little bags to keep my bento boxes in . Apparently i only have two of them . ( Bo...