16th March 2013
I assume that no one else but me will be able to read this post right now . And yeah of course , this blog is more like a diary to me . Well , not exactly a diary . Some sort of space to let me record some tit-bits of my life ? Six months has passed since my break up . Maybe it's not a big deal for anyone else . Including him , i guess . He had long forgotten about us . I can still remember every single thing we did together , and every memories we had . Everything seems so close , so familiar , but no , it's already a past that i no longer can reach . It feels like i had been knocked down from heaven . It feels like i no longer have anything to live up to , for i found every single thing i defined as ' happiness ' in the past no longer exists as soon as he left . For six months , the quote he left me startled with repeats in my mind . ' Short pain is better than a long one . ' Yes , it indeed is . But had he ever realize that the time nee...