March 2013
I miss him . That's the first thing that comes up to my mind every morning and the last thing that'll be in my mind till i fall asleep every night . May 25th 2012 to February 25th 2013 was the one of those best memories i could have in my life . Of course he was ignorant , lame and all for sometimes . We never really went on any dates . He never pay for any bills . He never remembered anything about our anniversaries . He never gave me any little gifts . But those were'nt the things i wanted . All i wanted from him was his company . To feel his love . To feel that someone actually cares about me . I love his embrace , his kiss and how he smiles . I really loved how he sang when we first called each other . I know i'll never get to hear his singing ever again even if i want to . I do love him . With my whole heart and i wanted to take care of him , love him like how he deserves to be loved . But i guess... i'm just not so forgiving as i though i am...